Saturday, August 16, 2008
she-they are gone...
wish i wont be so emo..
i cant help it
the last few min before they left i was overwhelmed w heartache
perhaps its not knowing when i'll see them again...
perhaps its jus me alr missing them b4 they step out of the house..
tears flow
now i'm alone in the house.
missing the sound of their footsteps..
life is abt the comings and goings
but i've never got accustomed to goings
even better, i've become worst in copin with goodbyes...
tot ppl grew up to be stronger
y not me?
i've become a piece of glass so strong tt the stones cant break me yet so weak a tiny wave can shatter me to bits..
ppl say we always dunno how much we should have treasured the person till they r gone
but i dunno how to handle people kinda r/s
always time n time again i know i shud b better nicer more patient more caring but its jus nt me..
try but a leopard cant change its spots.
w animals i can but not humans.
y
is it becos of my childhood
is it bcos of my past..
is it bcos of how my past r/s w ppl have taught me many lessons
tt i've learnt nt to trust anyone or b too nice bcos its always those whom i treasured that slashed me w a knife in the end
so much so i'm tired of ppl.
perhaps
ytd when i was eating breakfast she suddenly gav me a tiny hug ard the waist...ahaha ..i wanted to hug her back u know..but i didnt know how to react..tt's me
i felt touched
so innocent a hug..
as if from a little angel
there wasnt any motive or anything from her.tt instant i felt bad.
guilty for watever i may hav done tt had made her sad b4
perhaps tis is the only time i'll b able to really forgive n forget anything bad u had done.
if u r jus a innocent little kid goin through e obstacles for growing up.
kids
they are so unpredictable lik life
Good health and all the best to you, 宝贝& 小姨..
I'll try to plan a trip to visit u gals soon
tho its diff for next 2 yrs *sigh*..
by the time we do meet again
we will have change...
Love,
me.
i cant help it
the last few min before they left i was overwhelmed w heartache
perhaps its not knowing when i'll see them again...
perhaps its jus me alr missing them b4 they step out of the house..
tears flow
now i'm alone in the house.
missing the sound of their footsteps..
life is abt the comings and goings
but i've never got accustomed to goings
even better, i've become worst in copin with goodbyes...
tot ppl grew up to be stronger
y not me?
i've become a piece of glass so strong tt the stones cant break me yet so weak a tiny wave can shatter me to bits..
ppl say we always dunno how much we should have treasured the person till they r gone
but i dunno how to handle people kinda r/s
always time n time again i know i shud b better nicer more patient more caring but its jus nt me..
try but a leopard cant change its spots.
w animals i can but not humans.
y
is it becos of my childhood
is it bcos of my past..
is it bcos of how my past r/s w ppl have taught me many lessons
tt i've learnt nt to trust anyone or b too nice bcos its always those whom i treasured that slashed me w a knife in the end
so much so i'm tired of ppl.
perhaps
ytd when i was eating breakfast she suddenly gav me a tiny hug ard the waist...ahaha ..i wanted to hug her back u know..but i didnt know how to react..tt's me
i felt touched
so innocent a hug..
as if from a little angel
there wasnt any motive or anything from her.tt instant i felt bad.
guilty for watever i may hav done tt had made her sad b4
perhaps tis is the only time i'll b able to really forgive n forget anything bad u had done.
if u r jus a innocent little kid goin through e obstacles for growing up.
kids
they are so unpredictable lik life
Good health and all the best to you, 宝贝& 小姨..
I'll try to plan a trip to visit u gals soon
tho its diff for next 2 yrs *sigh*..
by the time we do meet again
we will have change...
Love,
me.
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// posted by cR@zie Lass @ 17:08 
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