Monday, July 21, 2008
Nobody's home...
SAID. N U dun hAve to read tis blog if U Dun wanna
I HATE THE WORLD I HAVE TO LIVE IN!
HATE IT
TO.THE.CORE.
why did i hav to be born in the first place?
born to go through all the sufferings..
so wat if there are ppl out there living worst off than me.
everyone has their own suffering so wat?
SO WAT?
humans are the root of all devil i say...
who thought of the sayin MoneY is the Root of all Evil? Ans: Man
So wat r humans? God of all eviL?
humans so Intelligent
Yet the worst things u CAn imagine Done are by Man
i wish i wasnt Human
so i can be dumb stupid slow whatever, however i wan
without havin the brains to know wat others might think of me.
How nice
Some religions believe u r born into the world to payback wat u did last lifetime..Karma.. cause and effect
Life isnt fair cause it is never suppose to be.
THen how do we make it better? dunno.
Why m i even thinking about such stupid questions that ppl will giv me some Ans.
knowing tt those ppl have been brought up taUght to giv me those ans..
and those who taught them have been taught by someone else..n tt someone else by someone else.. n the cycle goes on.
Question is who was the first to tink of such answers to my Question?
anyone can giv me an answer?
SOme say God.
Who is GOd? who started the God talk? Who? MAn again?
WHy bother explaining?Why bother answering me..
I'm jus frustrated
BY now
u probably dun even understand wat the HELL i'm writing..
even if u do, well congrates welcome to my world
Wateva
HATE IT
TO.THE.CORE.
why did i hav to be born in the first place?
born to go through all the sufferings..
so wat if there are ppl out there living worst off than me.
everyone has their own suffering so wat?
SO WAT?
humans are the root of all devil i say...
who thought of the sayin MoneY is the Root of all Evil? Ans: Man
So wat r humans? God of all eviL?
humans so Intelligent
Yet the worst things u CAn imagine Done are by Man
i wish i wasnt Human
so i can be dumb stupid slow whatever, however i wan
without havin the brains to know wat others might think of me.
How nice
Some religions believe u r born into the world to payback wat u did last lifetime..Karma.. cause and effect
Life isnt fair cause it is never suppose to be.
THen how do we make it better? dunno.
Why m i even thinking about such stupid questions that ppl will giv me some Ans.
knowing tt those ppl have been brought up taUght to giv me those ans..
and those who taught them have been taught by someone else..n tt someone else by someone else.. n the cycle goes on.
Question is who was the first to tink of such answers to my Question?
anyone can giv me an answer?
SOme say God.
Who is GOd? who started the God talk? Who? MAn again?
WHy bother explaining?Why bother answering me..
I'm jus frustrated
BY now
u probably dun even understand wat the HELL i'm writing..
even if u do, well congrates welcome to my world
Wateva
Labels: Random
Saturday, July 19, 2008
stuff i came up with...
Remember names of those
who leave a mark in your life
They are who you would recall
and laugh about thinking back
good or bad
______________________________________________
where rights exist
you have the right to take off
I have the right to hold on
______________________________________________
Am I that scary
you have to walk away?
then walk away
I shall let you..
The wind may bring you back
some day
But then it maybe my turn
to walk away..
who leave a mark in your life
They are who you would recall
and laugh about thinking back
good or bad
______________________________________________
where rights exist
you have the right to take off
I have the right to hold on
______________________________________________
Am I that scary
you have to walk away?
then walk away
I shall let you..
The wind may bring you back
some day
But then it maybe my turn
to walk away..
Labels: Random
Thursday, July 17, 2008
nice pics
Ooopssss err I'm straight.really! lol
had so much fun w the pic takin lol
most of the pics were taken by Boey's LG cos my Nokia was tooo bright!
if we were to continue w mine i guess most of the pics will be lik tis:
where's our eyes?Oh well i'm nt goin to post the pics here..
dun hav time haha..
actually it's cos i wanna sleep
yawns til nxt time heh
Labels: scribbles
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
photos from today
LOL my manager borrowed my slippers at work ytd n tis mornin i saw this under my table XD so funny...
my mom bought sun flowers
pretty pretty in yellow.
so cute riteeeeeeeee~!
Muahs..b jealous Boey muahahaha
Sunday, July 13, 2008
How valuable a memory..
ytd i accidentally deleted 78 photos from my cam phone...
was so uPset tt i 'told' ppl to jus get a knife and stab me.Please.
imagine i begged for it...
tinkin abt it again when i woke up my heart really bled, i mean ached.
sigh
but what to do
those pics cant be recovered ever
who asked stupid me to do such a stupid thing?
then i jus spend my day busily doing work tryin not to tink abt it
now aft reflecting i realise i jus have to mov on
its only pics after all
what matters is my memory
memory of what i have been thru
what i've seen, heard, enjoyed..
no one can steal my memories rite?
i hope so.
memories r extremely precious to a being
i feel
more than the world's most valuable diamond/platinum/titanium/ wateva the metal
be it good or bad
once you have been thru
it's a memory imprinted
u may choose to forget
but even then
it is just another memory
being forsakened,
abandoned,
exiled to the back ends of your powerful brain 'world'
is it not?
yes that is precisely what i tink...
what abt u?
umm i guess
I'll jus have to take the pictures another time
but they will definitely be different somehow
the past can never be a present
cos change is ever happening
buildings may stay but the interior may renovate
time and tide waits for no man
so they say
Labels: scribbles
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
One of my fave songs...
Six Pence None The Richer - Kiss Me
storm has passed for now...
doing fine now.
prob cos there's my baobei cousin ard
so sweet so innocent so carefree so special
she brings out the 'motherly'-ness in me lol
despite i always say i cant stand kids nowadays
EspeciaLLY those spoilt bRaTs..
see the Rats in the BRats? raTs are also one of the rodents ard tt ppl hate to see
she's different.
mayb oso cause i'm less stressed at work for now
i didnt share tt my manager called us, ladies of my dept,into a meetin room one evening b4 knock off and gave us this voucher did i?
well now u know...
all we have to do now is to book an appointment n go down for a relaxing massage..
I NEED IT..*yawns*
prob cos there's my baobei cousin ard
so sweet so innocent so carefree so special
she brings out the 'motherly'-ness in me lol
despite i always say i cant stand kids nowadays
EspeciaLLY those spoilt bRaTs..
see the Rats in the BRats? raTs are also one of the rodents ard tt ppl hate to see
she's different.
mayb oso cause i'm less stressed at work for now
i didnt share tt my manager called us, ladies of my dept,into a meetin room one evening b4 knock off and gave us this voucher did i?
well now u know...
all we have to do now is to book an appointment n go down for a relaxing massage..
I NEED IT..*yawns*
Labels: scribbles
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