r@ndom scriBbLes

if i didn't went to K ytd i won't hav seen him..my gosh he's better than before haha...suddenly i feel like some little gal in puppy love again hahahaa...he's someone i won't mind knowing haha..of ALL the Taiwanese Guy singers, he's e only one i bother to find out the full name n look for his videos on YouTube lol...which is like...hahaha but he's good. If not wud 张惠妹 find him for tis song? she's one of my favourite singers too..one of the best voices i've heard, my list of favourites is nt v long either hahahh ...his 1st album i heard is comin out in April=)

LISTEN!=p



lol
so cute even when he forgets e lyrics..=D hhha found tis..



and THIS!!!! my goshhhhhhh Gary 曹格 is e original singer but jus compare their singing..nice..

曹格&杨宗纬&萧敬腾合唱 - 背叛 :


They even got him to SING at the Golden Awards!!! tt jus proves his ability man..



ReaLLY gotta thank my sis for tellin me abt 超級星光大道 contest in Taiwan and abt his singing last yr..if nt i won't hav got to know abt him haa..

i'm pretty amused at myself behaving like SOme Fan here when i hav never really had any idol before i couldn't be bothered but i guess his different haa e moment i saw him on video n heard him sing n talk..love at first sight~ oh did i say he's 21 tis yr ahahah...
*heart stolen*

But the first time he appeared on air n got known to the public 11/05/2007..
his HAir was jus hilarious:x
prefer his current look ;)..but e voice was alr soo powerful n full of vibe..
he wasn't a contestant but i felt he was better than tt guy he was to PK

世界唯一的你。。


his second appearance..
背叛 :

contd w the contestant he was suppose to PK..


his 3rd and last appearance in the contest..lol wanted to PK the same contestant!
n he CUT his hair shorter which is definitely much much niCer!:D

they jus won't let it rest but it's a friendly match..i tink Jam is actually helpin the contestant to grow n show his abilities. i felt both did really well and were at their top form

can't help it i jus feel tt i shud post even e judges comments n everything related! haha he's so emo~ so cute la the both them..

so touching..feels like they were almost gay or something lol but it's the friendship built throughout the period i guess..
friendship should be treasured.

his forth or shud i say 5th appearance on TV [2007-08-24] can compare tis w the first video i posted..=]

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From Step Up 2 the Streets..it's pretty blur.but. WateVaa.. it's nicee

i wanna go for dance classes.like. noW..lolZ



I wanna catch it in the movies when it comes to town!!!!!!!!!

YEAHH

Labels: Dance, Movie, Music

Heere's wat i'm refering to
-->>>>>


From Step Up

Labels: Dance, Movie, Music

suppose to b muggin..

but can't concentrate..



i've got so much on my mind.

There's my 2 papers soon to b over n done w..i wonder whether there will b laughter or tears when it ends..

There's my brain tellin me i got to think abt further studies..think abt where i wanna go aft this.

There's my heart tellin me i dun hav much time to tink too much..I shud follow my heart..

There's e small voice in head sayin i wishh time didn't have to fly so fast..

There's e feeling that i miss someone a lot but i dunno y..the feelin of being so lonely but i'm nt exactly alone, i know, jus tt i dunno y e feelin..

There's anoth thought tt i'm jus a silly introvert chosin to stay in my cage when the door is actually open wide..

There's my heart feelin v empty. As if a blackhole found itself inside..e sadness e lethargic-ness e confusion frustration ..sense of self lost somewhere..i wonder where e soul has gone..

There's me alr planning wat to do aft 27feb..the fun the club the jobs the interviews the applications the turnouts the results..



then

i ask myself why can't i jus focus on 1 thing for now

but it's impossible..

feel the fear of losing has been growing..

for no reason i've been losin stuff my umbrella, my gloss,simple little things tt i nv lost b4 in my life jus cos i can't recall where when how i lost them..funny thing is i can recall only till e last time i used them, aft tt my brain simply won't continue playin..



wat's wrong w me? short term memory?or.. may b i'm tinkin too much...

may b juz cr@zy..

so to say i'm Cr@zieLass aft all..+_+ *gRrr*

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yaWnz..
10:40

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Well i went to Vivo to meet my friend D for study tis morn..

Started out at Harbour Front Mac as she wanted to hav her breakfast ...so we managed ard 1 h there until i couldn't stand the NoiSY crowd of students *i'm prob e same age* behind us i told D in e face tt i wanted to get out=X ...Ooops!

i didn't meant to do it so suddenly but it really stunt her for a moment =x
i'll try to b less..wat's tt word??=s..anyway i'll jus not do tt so suddenly yahh nxt time...lolz i jus can't recall e word i wanna use at e moment ; )

so aft tt we went over to Vivo..=)we found the amphitheatre Jus nice for our use hahaa...
i rmb it was open air b4...but tis time it's covered... quite surprisingly it was pretty ventilated..haa..

We went straight to the top of the center column haa..

then I got fascinated by the architecture of this place lol..

love the support structure up abv us..

The place was nice perhaps cos it was a wk day so we didnt see much ppl...ppl came by for their lonesome lunches or to take afternoon nap on the benches..n of course we saw the couples..enjoyin their "own" space.nobody could avoid our eyes lol cos we were sitting rite at the top..we practically cud watch everything those ppl did muahaha..*evil*

but we won't tt bad aft all we're there to study so i didn't bother abt their presence..n tRIED my best to mug...nt v successful...the place is a gd studying env but no proper table n chair..aft a while i had to do my stretches n place my legs here n there jus for a comfortable position to write my notes..lol laid on the bench as if i was at home hha..i triEd but aft a while felt it wasn't really lady-like tho i'm wearin pants so i changed position..eventually we got tired n were lik dozin off cos of e nice breeze ard hah...so we left..

well gotta carry on muggin at home ..n tink of some oth place to go tmr..I'll b alone tmr.D'll b attending a wedding.=x The bride is 20!
but it's nt shot gun=) Wish the couple happy marriage! *tho i dunno them XD*

**actually come to tink of it i dunno when i'll get to go back to tis spot to study again..umm..gtg check my applications..

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4 days left till DCM...s***!
i absolutely dunno wat to tink of it
hope i can mak it in time

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Beautiful =D

Have a nice day everyone;)

Cheerx

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Didn't send E off tt day, cos i had work..felt bad abt it so at lunch time i went over to Vivo to look at the sea..it helps to comfort me..researchers found that the sea and the sun can help to make a person relax..but i forgot all the scientific stuff..i jus noe it works for me hahah...

so i gt there n jus watched the sea..n e construction over at sentosa*such a spoiler*=z.. the breeze was gd so i jus stood there and thought abt stuff..and sms E ..hahah...e funny thing is i got to know tt E didn't bring her hp over when she came online tt night..but nvm guess she'll read it in Nov when she returns lol..tt's lik 9 mths l8r sigh...but nvm she'll b back=) in e mean time we'll all 'Jia You' and do our stuff..haha n we hav something to work on till we meet again ;) haha only she knows n i know lolx...Let's do our best!!! =D

anyway i took some pics when i was at Vivo..jus rmb..e weather wasn't v sunny either tho i felt tt it was abit gloomy, u can feel it from lookin at the pics

Clouds looked like they were sitting on the cable car cables haha..

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was gonna describe my CNY but guess i'll do tt next time...gotta figure out how to post videos..hha ..guess i'll only doit aft 27feb...


loggin off....

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Ever since CNY i've been feeding non stop.. *nibble nibble*..first try tis then try tt, tt's how i manage to keep myself occupied at the table. The result: INcrease in weight~! AHHhhh!!!!

Now gotta get myself back in shape again..sigh the miserable process..who ask me to b VaIN? but i tink tt'll hav to wait till aft e goodies are eaten n e exams r over. i can't take e d#$% stress..


anyway..after spending the long wkends celebrating.returning to school for lessons feel so out of place...guess i love my Holidays too much!goSh. Shan't make it a habit. It's been soooo long since I'm free to sleep til I wake up automatically in the morning tt i dun feel lik goin for my 9am lessons anymore...LOL nt tt i hav any left. Today was the LAST tut class of my entire poly life..can't believe it-_- 3yrs flew by so fast..


I seriously think tt i'm suffering from short term memory syndrome it's only Thurs bUt I've alr forgotten what i did on Mon n Tues....my goodness..OHH nOw i rmb lol i went shoppin w E on tues haa..then wed went out w D hhaa

hee then went clubbing wed night oso..despite i've alr covered a LOT of land tt afternoon. Was lik practically walking everywhere from pt to pt on my heels LOL but then aGain when u r enjoying the dancing n e music hahah...I forgot abt my feet lol..first time i felt clubbing was really fun haha.got to drink alot more n dance w ppl..i Guess it still points to e fact tt We jus gotta get to e rite place to enjoy=)..

umm so...aft lec on wed we had lunch then went offf to Town for window shoppin w D Only.
(SINCE THOSE PPL IN MY CLASS ARE SOOOOO INACTIVE...lik real. me thinks they r jus plain LAZY. wat eVa. i can't be bothered i've been disappointed time n times n times ovER tt i'm jus plain PISSED w their attitude too. SO i've come to e conclusion tt whenever Me, THE INTROVERT in e class ask my class ppl out anYwhere, I shall jus end w: Wanna come jus come...i'm nt goin to waste my time convincin ppl to come or reply who else is comin . I mean WHy can't U jus make up Ur own mind. Muz u only b able to enjoy urself if tt Oth person is ard during the gathering also??o_O?
i'm jus venting myself here =D it's ALWAYs good to let it out haaa)

we had SO much time in our hands we walked to tampines from school, went TM then headed for Orchard we figured we should start walkin from Far East Plaza down to Wisma then Cinileisure lol then PS..walk walk walk..seldom walk so much with someone haa in the end we Still had a lot of time we walked from PS to Clake Quay lol S'pore is jus tis small 2 legs r wat u need to get u to most of e places. u Jus need to know ur directions ahaha..was quite fun walking.Love walking=) We reached CQ at 9 but e night hadn't started so we walked ard n explored the whole area haha cos it was the first time i actually had time to walk ard,pluS hav a friend w me ha..the ambience was great, it was breezy, the ppl were havin dinner enjoying their company, ppl were drinkin already drinking haha prob to warm up for the night lol, i saw the waiters n waitresses not forgetting the bouncers n the outfits they wore for diff clubs cool, sexy, haha then 9.30 the clubs started admiting ppl i guess..

we could feel a change in the air, the music..we were actually waiting for D's friend, C, so figured tt we shud wait outside MOS for her but in e end we went in first depositted our bags, explored the place and went over to Attica for drinks. I wud think there was some event goin on cos it was free entry n they still gav us 5 coupons for free house pour or champane rose!! e usu is lik usu 2 and diluted but over at Attica, e housepours were SOLID. first time tt i really cud taste some vodka in the drink lol we nearly wasted 2 drinks when C called and we had to go over to get her lol in the end i drank all of my friend's vodka ribena for her & left my champane rose..it was too mature a taste for me ha..mayb i'll wait till i'm older ; )

Aft we found C we headed back n we figured to get ourselves 2 vodka housepours each except for D *she cant really drink* so 5 in total..cos we didnt wanna wait in the queue again but then again the bartenders were quite swift in preparin our drinks it was interesting watchin them do our drinks haa esp when they poured the vodka in...i tink e ppl ard wud hav saw our eyes sparkle ahhah..so funny
..aft finishing our drinks n some cam-whoring we headed for the dance floor ahah..guess we were alr on e high so danced till 12 when we headed back to MOS..we almost had some trouble walkin out lol cos of e steps they had in e club n e heavy door ahah..btw e Attica toilet is jus Soo cool ahah they actually hav ppl givin us napkins aft washin our hands ..my Gosh really nice=)

SO back in MOS it was really nice the crowd was alr forming the music was blasting they had really neat music playin nO wonder ppl told me MOS was a gd place haha...did some more cam-whorin ..gosh we seem to hav something for toilets..e ladies was so cute haha really!in feminine piNk lol..after which we proceeded to the Cage hah were dancing our hearts out till more ppl came in and moved us further n further in n e guys started surrounding us.. it was really enjoyable considering the music but the guys started gettin touchy.. my friends were shifting me everywhere hah..by e time we left was 1.30.C & D were sayin tt the guys were quite pissed when we shifted hahah cos they were tryin to do some dirty dancin w us lol...i didnt notice perhaps i was enjoyin myself too much.dancing is a stress reliever for me haha..

was shack by e time we left..fortunately D's bf gav us a lift home. Thanks so Much!=)
It was really a day worth rmbing..

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they befriended..
they chat..
they dined..
they sworn..
they hugged..
they kissed..
they dated..

they.. ??

*e rest is up to ur imagination*

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Cant believe i'll b graduatin nxt month..my last exam will b end of Feb, markin e end of my 3yrs tertiary education.
I still can't believe 3 years just passed.
"TIME & TIDE WAITS FOR NO MAN"
sigh. while I want to think abt all e oth stuff lik further studies aft my graduation or may b somewhat later, I'm afraid it's impossible. Like all my oth friends, I've suddenly got sucked into tinking where shall I go next.

What's my next step?

I seriously don't know. These 3 years whenever someone asked me, so what do u plan to do after graduation? I would always ans, umm I'm not sure think I'll wait and see how it goes=)..
Don't think I can say that now..graduation is jus weeks away. Enrolment has alr started for the local Us =x even so..I don't even hav a idea of what i want to study or what i can study =[
*big headache*

I've friends who advise me tt I can work will studying..Is tt a good idea? I won't mind but i also heard that it won't b an easy choice. Cos I'll hav to cope w office work & sch work..& I'm easily sTressed

*dilemma!*
shall I jus apply for U then do part time OR work Full time & study part time OR ..umm i haven't tot of another alternative.. mayb i should jus focus on my final exams first, Oh and my Company presentation SIGH~.. it's enough tinkin to fill my little brain for now =[

what shall i do????????

oh I went to my sch's career fair e oth day n applied for some jobs...The Ritz Calton staff called me TT evening itself..shall b goin for an interview on Mon haa..wonder how it'd go. Hopefully I can meet their expectations & they meet my expectations =x haaa...then i'll hav a job immed aft graduate umm if tis case..mayb i shall warn them tt i may only b workin temp? sigh cos still considerin abt my studies...argH IT'S so fRustratiNG!

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